knifguh

Test..

Tue, 29 Dec 2009 16:58:48 GMT

This is a test of the mobile lj app jounal posting system, this is only a test. had this been an acctuall emergency, this signal would be followed by a serise of rants. if hou where in any danger before this message, consider yourself screwed.

I

Tue, 29 Dec 2009 03:35:58 GMT

Love my foxy!

inertial Dampeners

Mon, 28 Dec 2009 05:33:28 GMT

....They always fail, there always off-line, there always down. Re-engineer the inertial dampeners, make them out of better materials, give them more redundant resources, more fail safes. Is it too expensive, or do you just not know how they work

...new theory, the inertial dampener technology was given to star fleet by an alien race, they don't know how it works, and when it fails they simply unplug it, plug it back in, and it come back online.

Job interview today..

Sat, 26 Dec 2009 19:50:49 GMT

wish me luck

Sat, 26 Dec 2009 07:14:17 GMT

ball in a cup

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cup-and-ball

Announcer: "Hey kids of america, its hand painted wooden ball-in-a-cup, Mexico's favorite toy for over 340 years. Who needs constant video game stimulation when theres ball-in-a-cup? You just toss the ball, catch it in the cup, dump it out of the cup, toss it, and catch it in the cup again. The ball is on a string and attached to the cup, so theres no worry if you dont catch the ball in the cup. And clean up is as easy as catching a ball, in a cup. So why spend another day not catching a ball in a cup when you can be catching a ball-in-a-cup?"
Jingle: " Ball in a cup, Ball in a cup its a ball in a cup!"
Kid: "Ball in a cup!"
Jingle: "Ball in a cup"

Thu, 24 Dec 2009 21:34:04 GMT

Darmok and Jalad at tanagra

decapitated..

Thu, 24 Dec 2009 05:29:13 GMT

By an ill tempered mutated sea bass.

Thu, 24 Dec 2009 00:00:16 GMT

1. What did you do in 2009 that you'd never done before?

I'll keep that one to myself

2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?

I don't remember

3. How will you be spending New Year's Eve?

The typical party

4. Did anyone close to you die?

not this year, thankfully!

5. What countries did you visit?

None

6. What would you like to have in 2010 that you lacked in 2009?

Get a GOOD job

7. What date from 2009 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?

keeping that one to myself too.

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?

My mate

9. What was your biggest failure?

Collapse of every job I got my hands on

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?

Yes Chrons, It's here to stay now, unfortunately.

11. What was the best thing you bought?

Not much to look at here, starbucks maybe the best thing I bought with my own money all year

12. Where did most of your money go?

Nowhere, it stopped coming in.

13. What song will always remind you of 2009?

probably none, unless the song is called 2009, or something like that

14. What do you wish you'd done more of?

Work

15. What do you wish you'd done less of?

being sick

16. What was your favorite TV program?

top gear

17. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?

yes, can't help it.

19. What was your greatest musical discovery?

This year? uh, a few cords to Iron man on the guitar, even though I don't remember it.

20. What was your favorite film of this year?

zombieland

21. What did you do on your birthday?

Less than I would have hoped for.

22. What kept you sane?

My love

23. Who did you miss?

My brother who moved to TX

24. Who was the best new person you met?

Cambria

26. What things are you looking forward to in 2010?
Learning to write the date agian

12/21/09

Tue, 22 Dec 2009 00:07:18 GMT

Woke up around 9am
Stomach was aggravated when I work up
Took pro biotic, ibuprofen, and a multivitamin
I have no other source of treatment to take today
pain continues all day, as of this time i'm still in pain

I can't lay down, it aggravates my stomach
I managed to eat a couple bananas today, but otherwise, I am unable to eat since 2pm yesterday
today is not noted as a good day for chron's
Since I haven't eaten, I have little to no energy, even more pain in my stomach, and a lack of balance.
Since I'm constantly in pain, It fells like a pile of rusty nails sitting in my stomach, I get frustrated, far easier, I have trouble concentrating on anything. The stresses me out, witch in turn multiply my symptoms that cause each other. The worse it gets, the longer it will be before its better, the longer I go without a proper diet, the more weight I loose, the longer it will take to catch back up just to the point of comfort I was at a couple days ago.

It's every day if I don't use something to fight the symptoms, to give me and appetite, relive my stress, and settle the pain. Even when I do, a bad day though made better by treatment, is still a entire day of me in pain, unhappy, unable to do much anything, and still unable to eat.

There are few options to treat my symptoms, go to a doctor, and do a bunch of expensive tests, get prescribed an immuno-suppressant steroid, witch works by destroying my immune system making it impossible for my GI tract to swell. Obvious side effects, its a steroid, it will mess with hormones and make me irritable (moreso), inability to fight common bacteria, meaning it will make me sick, go figure, and it will apparently, when used long term, as necessary with chrons, it will greatly shorten and ruin the quality of my life. In addition, I will need an appetite enhancer, and acid reducer, something for nausea, something to help me sleep, a pain reliever, and a grocery list of mes to counter the side effects of the other meds. overall, I've been told to expect as much as 15-20 pills a day, all taken in different intervals, different doses. Not including what I would be taking based on symptoms, or flare ups. Alot of these drugs have very harmful side effects, and some are just as hard to live with as my symptoms, but heres the catch, my health cost me my last decent job and health insurance, I haven't been able to find a job in this economy, and If I did, I have to start to wonder weather me symptoms will be tolerable enough to keep one. For now, I can afford doctors, tests, prescriptions, and regular check ups to see how fast my meds are killing me.

The other option is self medication. There is no cure for chrons, nor is there some treatment to make it go away for a few years/months/weeks/or even days. Yo can how ever, just like the doctor, treat only the symptoms. Swelling, pain, nausea, lack of appetite, poor nutrition, digestive problems, stress, depression. A lot could be handled with medicinal canibus, legal only in CA. My digestive problems have been greatly helped, though not completely taken care of by a probiotic formula specifically for chron's and colitis. Vitamins, B12, and low does of anti-inflammatory.

Basically put, its all very expensive, and despite what you think, none of it is enjoyable (yes this includes canibus) I do not find joy in an illegal narcotic I HAVE to take if i want to feel better. I can't afford any of it, and yet people still seem to think they know what would be better for me. Unless your willing to pay for the treatment, deal with the side effects yourself, and at least know what symptoms I'm dealing, and how severe, don't tell me to do it myself.

Probiotics..

Sun, 20 Dec 2009 01:02:00 GMT

For when your stomach doesn't work like it used to.. A small pill a day for a few weeks and your back to normal. Raw Fruits and Vegetables contain natural bacteria that our body uses to digest Lactose, fiber, b12, and so on. Frozen, canned, and fully cooked Fruits and Vegetables contain almost none of this bacteria. Our processed food contain bacteria that kills these natural probiotics. Lack of these probiotics can lead to unexplained loss or gain of weight, go figure, lack of energy (you lack the ability to properly get protein, b12's and other forms of energy from your food). the runs, acid reflux, and so many other pepto type symptoms. Replacing these probiotics to your Digestive tract, will give you more energy, less stomach related issues, and better health overall.

heh,

Thu, 17 Dec 2009 04:18:19 GMT

Wish I could get some real medicine for my pain, this is way too frustrating for me to deal with sometimes.

My painball marker is for sale..

Wed, 16 Dec 2009 21:33:07 GMT

If your looking for a decent paint ball gun, I am selling my Spyder Victor II with a 200 round hopper, and a 20oz. C02 tank. All new upgraded o-rings, can be used on C02, or compressed air. Cleaned/Lubed and serviced before and after every use. All you need is a mask and a fill up of C02, which most larger sporting goods stores, paint ball supply stores, or paint ball field can do for you. I'm looking for about $90 for all of it, so if your interested, just let me know.

Partys...

Mon, 30 Nov 2009 23:50:28 GMT

... Give you the weird impression that you actually have a live, enjoy them!

Thanksgiving

Thu, 26 Nov 2009 17:38:55 GMT

Check my voice mail to hear my mom say "maybe i shoul find somewhere else to live" because I didn't do the dishes.

wow

Tue, 24 Nov 2009 04:16:45 GMT

I'm so bored, life would be a little more interesting if i had something to do with it.Anyone know of somewhere hiring?

YaY.

Sat, 21 Nov 2009 20:51:27 GMT

I now have my car safely back into my possession. I still have to swing by the body shop after Monday and get the mirror they cracked replaced.

Whoops..

Sat, 21 Nov 2009 00:16:58 GMT

Small explosion, small fire, simple problem. Fire was put out before anything burned. Car needs a new intake now. But talon has a potential buyer. So new intake is affordable. We'll get another one, no big deal, in theory, it should work then.

Wed, 18 Nov 2009 17:56:33 GMT

Just an update..

Tue, 17 Nov 2009 04:00:26 GMT

Been a while, may as well post something here to use as a clue in case I loose my mind and forget everything I know.

So yeah, I'm not rich, go figure. My foxiness and I are doing okay despite that. We have a few vehicles worth selling, these will give use money. We intend on taking a trip to TX for a couple weeks to see if we may find work there. If all goes well, we may relocate there and start fresh.

In the mean time, we just keep on top of are car work until we get things sold. The cars are all just about ready to go. The Audi is waiting for me to put a couple things together and to put some fresh gas in it. The talon is all ready to go, minus a vehicle speed sensor, which is in the mail, but the car sits on craigslist already, perhaps someone will buy it. My mates tow truck will be ready as soon as we transfer the title, witch it just covered in a $106 fee, we'll cover it when a car sells though or if someone wants the tow truck.

Other than that, we're taken care of for the moment. My parents are renovating the chandler house, there not sure if there going to rent it out, or move into it and sell there current house. Renting it out might get enough to cover the bills on it, but it would still be cheaper for my parents to live there, witch would actually leave them with disposable income again.

The economy is in the shit, none of use have our self's to blame. Some of us could have dons some better things to prepare ourselves for this economy, but none of us could have seen this coming. Some of use haven't made a single mistake. Even some of us lucky enough to have jobs, are suddenly not making what they used to be after years of working. Some of us only had job until the business we worked for went under, and they continue to do so. My dads work relys on construction to stay busy, his company already made many dramatic cuts to his salary, as well as other and even many people jobs. The company needs him for now, but to much downsizing could simply put his company out of buisness in az. My mom is working for a privately owned buisness with a shitty owner that made a stupid mistake that may have led to what will be there eventual shut down, We can all get depressed, we can all start thinking we're traped, we can believe that its all out fault were stuck right now, but that wont get you out. I have no proof that TX is better than here, some in TX might even disagree. I can actually get a job here, but what is the point of taking a job at a call center to get fired as soon as buisness slows down and be left in what is possibly even a worse job market. And all I have to show for it, is a few months experience in a call center. I need a career, or at least a job that will be there as long as I want to be.

Now on to my car, It's in the shop. Estimated to come out on the 20th. Now I would like to pretend it somewhere getting something coll done to it, but most know I don't let people work on my cars unless I have no choice. I got Rear ended buy some douche bag in a ford ranger. No one got hurt, except my car. Now I would mention the damage to his truck, but it was fuck up before it hit me so fuck it. Naturally the worthless sheriffs department in the area didn't even respond. I exchanged what information I could get, but the guy didn't have insurance, refused to pay my deductible, and now, I have to pay $500 to get my car back from the shop, because someone was stupid enough to drive in rush hour traffic with a dog on his bench seat without a belt or even a leash on him, he got in the drivers lap. I have a friend covering my deductible, in the meantime I work on selling something so I can pay him back.

So if someones looking for a car, We have a 96 talon FWD, 5sp. 2.0L 162K $2500obo no stereo, 94 Audi 100 cs, power everything and every luxury feature except stereo does not turn on. 142Kish. Both are in great reliable condition, and look good. If you have any questions about them, just send me a message.

new toy

Mon, 09 Nov 2009 00:21:21 GMT

http://s37.photobucket.com/albums/e89/psycowizerd/Kyles%20cars/?action=view¤t=SNC00035.jpg

Sick

Wed, 07 Oct 2009 03:37:52 GMT

.... And no health insurance. Get to go to the doctor and spend way too much on a simple bottle of antibiotics

YaY

Wed, 26 Aug 2009 16:50:08 GMT

Another KIDNEY STONE! whee, yay, whoo hoo.

Drive-in, district9

Mon, 17 Aug 2009 00:53:39 GMT

Sounds fun to me, Hope the moves as cool as it looks

!

Tue, 11 Aug 2009 14:12:25 GMT

*slurp gulp* "GHAA, THATS BRISK BABY!"

I Fucking hate this place.

Mon, 10 Aug 2009 00:13:25 GMT

The "Free country where ANYONE can destroy out government, economy, and our constitutional rights regardless of race"

All I want is the dignity of having the kind of income I deserve a long with the dignity of being able to take care of them selfs economically.

Way to go Obama, you sure did bring change, didn't know socialism was what you where aiming for. I'd leave, but we do a good job of making our problems the rest of the world problems as well.